I'm starting to see the connection, now, between these mental-illness issues and writing. Perhaps I didn't see the correlation with writing and depression in yesterday's reading because I didn't know it was followed with another malady, hypomania. I think I get it now.
I really like Boice's explanation (in a list) on 141, where he talks about how strong emotions, mild emotions, positive emotions, and strong emotions impact our writing. It reminds me of what we read earlier: that a mild state of happiness is quite ideal to writing and life.
I think I struggle with writing hypomania followed by some depression (although I didn't realize it was depression until just now): when I write a whole 20 page seminar paper in 2 nights, I feel pretty good; pretty magical; pretty indestructible. And you know, my writing usually does turn out okay. However, after the mania comes to fall into sadness and lack of desire to write again.
Sure, I get great writing done when I'm manic, but the lack of motivation after is sometimes kind of hard to crawl out of. I think that lack of motivation is similar to the depression Boice describes. I don't want to write. I can't make myself work on another project. I get distracted by other things.
So, Boice: I'm paying attention! How do I avoid both of these? BDS? Break projects into pieces? Start early? Wait? Begin before ready? Outline? Talk to people? All these sound good to me :)
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